CHANGE - MAKING UP

Making up to me, actually means covering up. It could be covering up for something that failed you, something you failed in or something you just think and know you can do better in The sooner we realize our mistakes, the sooner we go go back through time, not literally, but in out thoughts, or better put, the sooner we go back memory lane and pick out things, pick out situations, pick out flaws in time past, the better for us, because the first step to solving a problem is realizing our mistakes, we all have hearts, we can't know we went wrong somewhere and just decide not to chage that, it might take time, because change is not a one time thing, its a process, we all need to realize that we fall alot of times, but the most important thing is not how many times you fall, its about how many times you are ready to rise up, its all part of the change process, don't give up in what you are ready to change, we all need to make-up for where we went wrong, for where we failed and trust me, it will work out for you, if you believe in what you're doing , everyone deserves a second chance, give yourself a second chance, don't look down at yourself, we fall only to stand up stronger. Give yourself a chance, give others the chance to change and make up for your wrongs, because we all deserve the chance to.

FRIENDSHIP

I never really knew you
thought you’ll be just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past friendship memories
that would only make me sit, think, laugh and cry
I had to forget the bad and remember the good
and give my friendship with you a try
So as a friend I want to trust you
And I want you to trust me too
and I'll never let you go
I’ll treasure you more than anyone else
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop wanting you
as a friend each and every day
My trust for you will never change
Just know u can always have my trust
hope I can always have urs too?
Just remember one thing I’ll always appreciate the
opportunity you’ve given me to be a friend

THANX FOR BEING MY FRIEND TOO

Did I just LIKE, or was it LOVE?

I had this funny feeling in me when I met you, I could feel all the normal rush of blood to my heart and head, I had goose bumps when I was around you or each time I heard your name, I saw everything in your face as being perfect, your cute little eyes, your little pointed cute nose, your small lips and the way they formed when u smiled also how your chin rose up. Every curve on your body was so perfect, when you spoke, it was like a harmonious choir singing, when we talked, you had a way of making me listen to you with full concentration and I always looked forward to the next time we spoke. I saw you being the one for me as time went by we were kind of getting real close, I was happy, you were happy, I had never smiled like that before, you also told me no one had ever made you smile that much, I was becoming so fond of you……..then as someone once said, “when everything seems to be going on well, just check it, a lot of things are going wrong”. Just then, just when I thought we were at the peak, everything came crushing down so fast like the law of gravity was taking its course, which is everything that goes up will surely have to come down except the force exerted on the object is strong enough to overcome gravity, guess that’s what we didn’t have, the force wasn’t strong enough, everything just had to fall down, everything just had to end……Now I ask myself, did we just like each other …..Or did we love each other indeed??????? I started noticing the odd spots on your face, you did the same too, I noticed how lousy you could be, you noticed how quiet I could be, I noticed the squeaks in your voice, you noticed the dark patches on my lips, I pointed out all the bad in you and you did the same to me, you easily got angry, I easily got angry too.
Guess we just liked each other and it wasn’t love, because just like the law of gravity, everything that goes up surely has to come down ({(I’ll equate this to the stages of likeness, infatuation and lust)}) except a stronger force is exerted to overcome gravity. I guess that stronger force is LOVE, it’s the only feeling that should never turn sour…..It’s one of the very few things that disobeys the law of nature, it’s so special……GUESS I NOW KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LOVE AND LIKENESS…..