GOODBYE

I remember that phone conversation we had some years ago? When I Asked you out, when everything seemed right between us, everything seemed so perfect, I could do anything to make you happy and to see you. We were so young bout I knew what I wanted; I have always known what I want in life. I was shy whenever you were around me, but never shy with you on my heart’s intentions. My goal was the love of a lifetime and a lifetime of love together. That is not much to ask, is it? That was me, swinging for the fences and expecting great things. It will always sadden me that I did not get to share that life with you. You may have thought that you have forever missed out on that life with me. That is not true. If at any time, you boldly step forward and state that you want nothing more than a lifetime of love with me, you would receive a seemingly unending hug and a shoulder wet with my tears. Instead, you have made some relationship decisions that have troubled me. You are a good and trusting person, but I think you are also vulnerable due to the unresolved sorrows in your life. I am saddened that my love wasn’t able to do more to heal your heart. I feel this won’t really touch you. It is very disheartening to know that am now out of your life. I thought I accounted for more in your life. So, this is goodbye. I will miss you Faire Princess, just as I have for like ever that I have been away from you. My heart was never really satisfied unless I was holding you in my arms. I have loved loving you and being loved by you. You have grabbed hold of my love and embraced it like no one else ever has. Please let me know when life allows you to enjoy a warm hug, a good meal and one of our loving heart-to-heart talks on the couch. I will look forward to that day... if it ever comes.Goodbye My Love