WHAT’S A MAN TO DO?

Was lying down on my bed today, trying to sleep off after a very tiring day, I had put on my favorite bed time playlist which I titled “SLOWS” and then my mind strayed away, like it always does when I listen to such kind of songs, it was Usher’s “ What’s A man to do” that was playing this time, I particularly listened to the lyrics this time, the first two lines went like this,
“I’d be lying if I didn’t see it coming”
“It would be more of a lie if I said I didn’t want it to be something”
And then the 4th and 5th lines went;
“You wouldn’t believe, but I’ve got love for you”
“Big love for you, even when am tripping”
Then the chorus goes (Only parts that related to me);
What’s a man to do when he’s loving two?
He don’t wanna lie but he can’t tell the truth,
What’s a man to do when he’s loving two
But he can’t keep his heart in two different places……
I got the lyrics and yeah it had a lot to do with what I was going through…….Here is the story:
1st girl, she had a boyfriend, I had a girlfriend, we got very close, we shared a lot in common and we still do, When she had problems with her boyfriend, she always ran to me for advice, I also ran to her for advice when I had problems with my girlfriend, little did we know that with that, little by little, day by day, we were opening up our vulnerability to each other, because from my own part, I got to really like her, now she’s broken up with her boyfriend and am no longer with my girlfriend, now I’ve gotten to really like her, no doubt, my heart is with her and there are a lot of things to show she’s into me too.
2nd girl, It was a random day, I got into my car, to go visit a friend and then I get to his house and he tells me there’s a friend’s birthday and am like lets go, since I really had nothing planned for the day, then just before we got to the party, he’s like, he wants to pick up a friend and then, we got to the friend’s place, a slim fair, pretty lady walked out, my eyes popped, but it was just for a moment, because for me, external beauty counts but not as much as what’s in the inside, well I was introduced to the girl and I liked her voice, the accent was unique, well I got to know her with time and yeah, she’s was the kind of person I had always wanted to date, we spent a lot of time together, it was one of my best moments ever, hanging out with her, with time I asked her out, she told me, she wasn’t ready for a relationship, the only girl to have ever told me NO, but thing is it made me like her more and we even got closer, now I think she’s ready for a relationship.
So now the thing is I love both girls, I don’t want to lie to the 2nd girl why I don’t want to date her and I don’t want to tell her the truth either, because deep within me I really want to be with her, but I also want to be with the 1st girl too and I don’t want to be with her when my heart is with the 2nd girl at the same time. What am I to do when my heart is in two different places?